I've got about fifteen hundred million blog posts that I want to write, but every time I sit down to do a little journaling - something else comes up! Either Sam needs help with some piano work, or Abby needs to be picked up or dropped off, or we realize Nate is AWOL and must be retrieved from the park, or Jessica comes in and insists on helping with dinner - which happens to be occurring an hour later than normal these days. (Not that we tell my Father in law that though. We still have him come at 5:30 just so he can watch mayhem ensue;) If none of the above is happening, I've probably become too engrossed in some Netflix movie and can't be bothered to journal the dearest part of my days. (Our new place has cable people! I fear for the future of this blog.)
It occurred to me the other day that I may, perhaps, talk too much about how busy I feel. No really, I've been thinking about this a lot lately. After lots of existential consideration, I have come to the conclusion that the problem is not that I am any busier than any other Mom of four that I know. The difference is though, that my capacity to handle "busy" with - grace is dismally and painfully small.
That's all there is to it.
This would explain why, when Thanksgiving weekend rolled around, I could not WAIT to pack up our van and head out of town on a holiday adventure. The kids were in need of some cousin time and I was looking forward to - a break! A reprieve from the six little schedules I was responsible for.
Oh, and Turkey.
I was also looking forward to some of that.

Nate insisted on wearing his pilgrim hat (that he made that day in Kindergarten) the entire way to duchess! He'd planned to wear it all weekend long but as soon as he saw his cousins - all was forgotten.
It had been way too long since my family had gotten together. Early summer at least!
Since we'd seen each other last, my brother had taken his entire family to Thailand for a month, my sister had made a huge amount of progress on the home she'd built and all the kids had grown probably two feet taller! It was so nice to catch up!!

(My niece Ella had brought the older girls back some comfy Thai pants that probably have an authentic name. If only I knew it?)
My sister Crystal had worked for days preparing a delicious Thanksgiving feast! (The only thing I had to be responsible for was the stuffing. Holla!!!)
It always seems so strange to me that it takes hours to prepare a meal like this, yet it is over in just a few short minutes. For the rest of the evening we were entertained with photos and stories of Thailand.
Crystals house had more than enough space for all of our families to sleep and plenty of room outside for them to play. Jessica found herself a shovel and spent nearly every spare second digging a hole. I don't know why, but I think it had something to do with the fact that we'd recently watched "Holes" for family movie night. (I'm sure my sister appreciated the 3 ft crater Jess left behind;)

The next morning we all drove the short distance to Dinosaur Provincial park. It is truly a spectacular place! It's so weird too. One minute you are just driving along a prairie road and then the next you take a left, and enter into a stretch of badlands like no other!
This scene went on for miles and the kids could have roamed for hours!
We read on a trail sign that if you threw a stone, you could count on there being a fossil within 20 ft of where it lands. I thought of John's family and I shuddered to consider the time they'd spend digging and exploring in a place like this. (Our beloved St. Mary's is nothing in comparison!)

The kids loved climbing around on these hoodoos. I don't know if you noticed, but there are also 3 dogs in this picture below. It has been brought to our attention that John and I are the only ones in my family who have yet to add a dog to the family. I feel sad for my kids. (just jokes. I don't;)

We've yet to get together as a family without taking a group photo together. I love this about us. Even some of the Dads who may normally be inclined to complain or protest know it would be absolutely futile. (You'd think we'd grown up without a lot of family photos or something;)
These moments when we are all together are definitely worth remembering!

John and I had to leave on Saturday morning much earlier then we would have liked. There was lots of garden work back home (not to mention an impending move) that was calling us back to reality - but we sure were grateful for the fun time we had.
It was such a pleasant time with my family and a weekend full of Gratitude.

I don't know how John and I have managed to be so blessed but I really do have a heart full of gratitude. Grateful for the schedules, the messes, the moves, the to - do lists, and definitely the family.
Sometimes when we are laying in bed, and just before we both doze off, one of us will say, "I love our life" and the other will sleepily agree.
To know you love your life is the happiest thought to fall asleep on and is the perfect way to end even the busiest of days!























