Just a little off these days

I don't know what the deal is lately but I have to say, I'm falling a little bit short of my normal abilities these days. Do you ever feel like that? It's as though I know I should be doing better with things, yet I keep making the silliest mistakes. If I didn't know better, I'd say that the stars are aligned in such a way right now thus making it ineveitable that I will flub up.

Take this afternoon for example. Our local forecasters are predicting snow for the weekend. Now although this has me totally STOKED at the thought of the first snowfall of the year, it has increased my resolve to get our yard work done in time. The goal today was to mow the grass. Now if you've seen our house you'll understand that mowing is no small task. We do have a tractor mower which is nice, but there is a lot of prep work. First I spent an hour or so raking the entire lawn. Then I packed up the hoses, cut down the flower beds and raked there, I whipped around every tree trunk and edge, and then finally I proceeded to mow. After mowing for about 45 minutes I paused to survey my work, and for the life of me I could not figure out why the lawn looked exactly the same. I continued mowing for 20 minutes more wondering if the blades were just dull or was there something wrong. Why was the grass not any shorter. After an hour of this I realized that the grass would look shorter if I'd remember to actually DROP THE BLADE!!! I had spent ALL that time just DRIVING over the lawn. So I then went over the lawn a second time...only this time, I actually cut the grass!

Abby has been sick for a couple of days. Nothing major, you know just a cold. Itchy eyes. Swelling around the eyes. ...Incredibly Pink. After a day of this I decided maybe I should perhaps take her in to get her looked at. The diagnosis: PINK EYE and an ear infection. Not only that but Sam and Jess were both diagnosed with the same as well.
I wish I'd thought of Pink Eye as a possibility BEFORE I sent Abby to school yesturday. I love being the mother of the SICKO. Now when the entire morning Kindergarten class gets sick all the parents will know that it was because of me! Worse then that is the fact that I know that I now can never look at other parents judgementally and say, "As if you'd send your kid to school sick!" Yup. I am that mom.

My youngest girl has been insisting on wearing her swimsuit. It doesn't matter what the weather is like or where we are headed - she wants her suit on. I know it's a little redneck, wearing a swimsuit over your pants and sweater, but what I care more about right now is avoiding a fight. So...swimsuit it is! ...for the fourth day in a row.

But you know it's all good. Infact I've noticed some similar things about John the past few days. He may not appreciate me saying this but I did notice that when he went to the priesthood broadcast the other day- he only wore a white shirt and tie, instead of the three peice suit he'd normally wear to a priesthood meeting. And last night -get this - last night, he came home carrying goods that he'd neglected to pay for! Sure, he obviously felt bad bout it as he rushed back to the store to pay for it, but hey, Shoplifting is still Shoplifting!

So you see, I may not be at the top of my game these days, but I'm not alone in that. And that gives me a whole lot of comfort!

We joined jewel's family out in Waterton yesturday. I took some family photos of them, we enjoyed some delicious campfire dinners, looked for bears (and found some by the way outside of a DEN, and watched the elk for awhile.



I have loved spending so much time lately in waterton, and I LOVED being there with Jewel. Check out our art blog for a few pics of her fam!

Just a little side note, we are loving General Conference, and I can't wait for the rest of the talks tomorrow! Happy listening everyone!

My sister Jewel, babysat the kids today so that I could spend a morning out in Waterton on my own. It was so nice to go out there and not have to worry about strollers, juiceboxes, diaper bags etc. It was breathtaking there, as all the fall colors are so vibrant. I couldn't decide what pictures were my favorite, so I posted oh I don't know, only a dozen of the ones I like most.











Thanks Jewel for giving me a great morning!

Call me crazy

I've been going through the photos stored on our old computer and came across this one. It was taken last spring outside our front door. Am I crazy, or does this not look incredibly cozy. A day like this one would be so nice right about now. I'd turn up the heat, make some hot chocolate...the kids would be out having a BLAST in the snow. Yet I remember that day swearing that if I had to shovel "one more inch of snow..." I'd probably lose it!

It got me thinking about all the times I fail to appreciate what is right before me. When it is hot out, I want it to be cold. When it is cold, I wish it to be warm. Is everyone like that or is it just me? Perhaps I need to try to be more grateful for the situations I am in at any given moment, instead of always wishing for another. My goal for this year is of course to learn how to Savor the things in my life. I don't remember savoring this day. Perhaps I'll just stare at this photo for a bit and appreciate that day now.

Lions..and cougars?...and bears

One of my favorite stages of childhood development is when little ones start making animal sounds. Jessica is going through that phase right now, and she gets such a kick out of answering our questions ("what does a _____sound like?") She is so darn cute when telling us how a lion sounds. She puts her whole body into it, and she roars with more expression that I thought possible. She's even begun ROARING at Sam when she is angry at him. Now that shouldn't be as cute- but it still is.

This past week has been all about COUGARS! (At least for John that is) He's been coaching the JV boys Volleyball team, and so far those little cougars are doing well. John has been at practices, games, and tournaments for 6 days out of this week! Does anybody feel sorry for me right now?
On Wednesday we went and watched their game. You know, so that the kids actually remember that they have a Dad and all. Just kidding. It was fun to see him do his whole coaching thing. When I say we enjoyed "watching it", what really happened was a little bit of watching, and a whole lot of chasing after the kids as they ran through the halls of the high school. Honestly:) For a brief moment...Sam watched.



And there were bears this week! What would a week be without a trip out to Waterton. I drove out specifically to spot some bears. I brought my sister in law along because I knew she had the knack for CALLING BEARS! It must have worked because we spotted a mama and her two cubs eating off in the distance.


It wasn't long though before they crossed the road right in front of us, forcing me to get back in the van.


We watched them as they ate along the roadside just a couple of feet away from us. It is always so amazing when we get the chance to watch animals like this in their own habitat.


We've sure had our fill of the WILD around here!

I've had this problem for awhile now, and I keep hoping that if I just ignore it, then it will all go away. You know? All week I've tried and tried to pretend that it wasn't bothering me, but the truth of the matter is that it has been nagging at me endlessly. I know I need to sit down and confront this "problem" but it has been left unchecked for so long, that by this point, it just seems too daunting. Still I know that John and I have to get serious and really tackle things. One of us has to step up change things for the better, for the sake of all the entire family. I mean seriously....



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Eventually, one of us is going to have to give in and fold this pile of laundry!

The perfect time

to be in Waterton is RIGHT NOW! I'm not kidding either. My sister Jewel and her family drove out there earlier in the week. After talking with her, I knew I had to go this weekend. Waterton in September is AMAZING!
The leaves are starting to turn, and in another week or two the fall colors will be as vibrant as they'll get. Still today, it was pretty darn gorgeous.




We've been hearing about all the wildlife that people are seeing there. The other day some friends of my sisters saw 11 bears! Today - we only saw 5, but that was on one road only.


I wish these photos were better. What we need is one of those huge giant lenses. There were dozens and dozens of wildlife photographers out today, and their cameras were so big they needed tripods just to hold up their lense! That would be sweet. There is something about seeing wildlife in it's natural environment. So regal. As we looked for bears we also saw a couple of bald eagles soaring above us.











We met up with Jordan and Luce for a wiener roast down by pass creek. The kids got nice and dirty, and we all got good and smoky, but the food was yummy!




If you like s'mores then you will LOVE this. It was Luci's idea, and I don't think I'll ever enjoy a s'more made any other way from this point on. What you need:
Marshmallows, graham crackers, and the secret ingredient Nutella Hazelnut spread.


Roast the marshmallow to perfection.


Add it to the cracker with a very generous spread of that delicious chocolate, and sit back to enjoy!
Try it. I don't think you'll regret it!








After we ate, John and Jordan went to the Prince of Wales Hotel to fly there planes over the cliff there. It was actually really cool to watch it fly BELOW us at times. The backdrop of course was stunning! As much as I enjoy watching those planes, I convinced Luce to come with the kids and I to go find the ELK! This time of year they are all congregating in the lower fields. Jewel was telling me how last year, they saw hundreds of them!



On the way we spotted this wolf, just off the side of the road. okay Okay I realize it may have been just a coyote, but I still maintain that it was a wolf. It looked right at me with it's Wolf Eyes!
All who think it is a Wolf, say "AYE". Anyone who thinks it is a coyote...well just keep your opinion to yourself okay? ha Just kidding.






This was the funnest part of the evening. All we had to do was follow the other cars. We were all headed in the same direction. For the longest time we sat and watched these amazing creatures. The picture doesn't show it well, but we actually could see them so well. The bulls were so impressive with giant antlers! Occasionally two bulls would fight a little and we could hear the cracking as they banged their racks together. Constantly we could hear the bellowing and bugling as they communicated together. Again I was wishing for a great camera.
It was amazing.


Today was awesome. Nature at it's finest, and I'm glad we got to enjoy it a bit! Thanks for the heads up Jewel!

What a day for the little guy!

Doesn't this look like a first day of school type photo? Well for Sam, today was a first day.

A few months ago Sam was assessed by some language therapists, and the results came back indicating some delays in certain areas of his language development. Nothing major but you know, I've managed to apply some good old self inflicted guilt about this. I've often wondered what I could have done to help him more. (no doubt it was those 9 months when I was pregnant and did nothing but let him watch TV!) Shouldn't of done that! Well he did great at his first speech class, and he has improved tremendously over the past couple of months even, so they were all really surprised. The diego back pack was a nice touch - I needed him to feel like he was a big boy going to school!!! It worked like a charm, and he was so proud to be just like Abby going to a REAL school!!


I was digging some carrots today when the phone rang. It was my sister on the phone, which is great because I can't seem to go a day without talking to one of my sisters. After several minutes I remembered the job I'd started outside. I went out to find the kids, and instead this is what I found. ...

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When Sam saw me, he looked up from his "work" , (if I can call it that), and said in his broken (but soon to approve) english: "see a Happy Face Van!"

I can be patriotic too you know!

Tonight I helped harvest some of my Father-in-law's corn over at his house. Now that is not the noteworthy part of this post because my current attitude about the "harvest" should not be put into words. So enough said. HOWEVER, as Luci (my sis in law) and I were cutting and bagging those tasty little kernels of corn, it just so happened that Luci recited the preamble to the American Constition. Not only did she recite it, but she had actions..patriotism in her voice...and a tear of gratitude on her left cheek. ha ha I'm kidding...about some of that. But she did recite it, and suddenly I didn't feel like mocking her american self like I normally would have! In fact, I thought it was pretty darn cool. And when she asked me if I knew the preamble to the CANADIAN constitution I couldn't help but feel a little sheepish. So yes at 11:30 at night- I've done a little research and Luci this is for you.

It is actually called the Canadian Charter of RIghts and Freedoms. (that much I knew) ...REALLY

Now to the best of my googling abilities- this is it:

(The preamble to the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms is the introductory sentence (preamble) to the Constitution of Canada's Charter of Rights and Constitution Act, 1982. The principles it invokes are the "supremacy of God" and the "rule of law.")
In full, it reads,


“ Whereas Canada is founded upon principles that recognize the supremacy of God and the rule of law ”



Go Canada!! (and boo on corn)!

I can't say I've had a lot of time to work on painting lately. But this is the summer long project that is finally completed! It was a challenge to paint the trees and the water, both of which are weeknesses for me. Still though, I'm happy that it is done. On to the next thing I guess. Hopefully I get it done sooner than three months from now!

the last bit of summer

This evening we went out to Walleys Beach. We went all summer long without making it out there, so I was glad we finally took the short drive. The evening was beautiful and we enjoyed visiting with Jordan and Luci.

Of course, the Hardy brothers don't get together without flying their planes. This usually results in a near death experience for one of the innocent bystanders!





Jessica attracted a little ladybug that rested on her cheek for quite a while!

A nice evening, and a good way to say goodbye to the summer.

Better than a snow day!

Being married to a school teacher, I've come to really appreciate and look forward to the holidays. There is nothing like those unanticipated days off, however, it is the unscheduled moments when school gets cancelled that bring sheer joy to my heart. Usually those days come as a result of a winter snowstorm. Today, it came in the form of a water main break! John was getting ready to leave for work when a teacher phoned him to notify him of the water problem and to tell him not to bother coming to work. For the longest time John didn't even believe the guy, and even after getting off the phone, he still drove down to the school to make sure that this wasn't some kinda prank. Sure enough, the High School was closed. Woo hooo!!! We didn't waste a minute of it. As soon as Abby got out of kindergarten we headed to the mountains. All summer long, I'd wanted to hike Bertha Falls in Waterton, but we'd never found the time.

I'm so glad we did it. It was a longer hike then we'd planned, as it was about 3 km in to the falls, and then the same distance out. It was sure worth it though. Abby hiked the entire way without ever really complaining. Sam was happy to be carried the entire way...except for those moments when we had to let him down so he could protect us from the bears! Jessica unfortunately INSISTED on WALKING most of the time. Have you ever hiked a mountain 18 month old speed? It was tedious at times, and more then once I wanted to throw her over my shoulder and haul her up that mountain, yet there was such determination on her face, and she truly enjoyed the challenge of the climb. She got lots of comments from people passing. Many of those people passing happened to be high school students! I guess we all know how to spend a day off eh?

I was so proud of the kids today and so glad that we got to do that as a family. I get such satisfaction from crossing things off of my "wish list" of things to do. It was a great day! And it didn't even take a snowstorm!


The kids stopped to eat some Thimble berries along the way. John was a great guide, as he was frequently stopping the kids and teaching them about the vegetation, berries, etc. I probably learned as much as the kids did! Of course, I didn't let on to that. John would say something smart and I was all like, "yeah that's right kids....what dad said!"






This is the view of Waterton Lake from our halfway point.










Once we reached the falls, the kids had the best time climbing on the rocks as they snacked. Suddenly all of their strength returned and they had energy to climb!



I also loved how well they all got along together. I think we need to do this more often. Sam and Abby....are actually FRIENDS! Who knew?




Of course, I have to show a picture of the falls! This photo does not do justice to how pretty, and large the falls were. I LOVE the sound of a waterfall.




As I leaned over the edge of the railing to watch the water flow under the bridge I saw this leaf nestled alone in a pool between some rocks. It made me want to sing O CANADA! right there for everyone to hear!!!
....but I didn't, don't worry!




To top it all off, after supper John watched the kids so that I could go to a book club meeting. It is my favorite meeting ever! Quick question for anyone still reading this looooonnngg post. I'm looking for a great book for this next month. The theme: anything by a British Author. If any of you have any good suggestions.... send em this way EH!

When it gets close to nap time...

I think the worst part of any day is around late afternon. That's usually when Sam starts to get tired enough to fall sleep, yet it is too late in the day for me to really let him nap. If he sleeps at this point he'll never go down at night. I 'm sure you moms can understand how difficult those couple of hours before dinner can be. It takes a lot of work to keep Sam interested and alert. If I dare let him get bored, even for a second then it is game over and "hello" to a very late night. So as you can see, between the time of 3-5 pm...



I'm willing to let anything happen!

My thoughts on Harvesting the Carrots...

I HATE gardens. I know that H-A-T-E is a strong word, but I do. I don't like em. Not one bit. The planting was fine. Weeding was ok. Watching things grow -rewarding. Harvesting it all? ... ughhhAHHHHGHHH!


I'm beginning to think our garden plot could be put to better use next year. I'm seeing a really big sandbox for the kids!

It's a FIRST!

I know that a majority of you mom's who check in here had a similar experience today, but for me - it was a first. Finally, after days and days of being asked, "how much longer?", and "is it my day yet?" Abby had her first day of Kindergarten. It was a busy morning. After a summer of zero (and I mean O !) routine we had to get up, get dressed and ready way earlier then any of us were used to. Outside the air was fresh and cool, and a light frost had remained on the ground - a sure sign of fall. My favorite! Abby looked like a doll today, and I was so proud of her. She didn't seem nervous at all! On the way to school I did feel the need to give her the old lecture. You know - the one where I tell her not to talk about body parts, body NOISES, people, or anything bad that mommy has ever said! Maybe you've never had to give that lecture, which probably means your a better parent ok? :) After that we walked into the school ready to begin the new year. Her teacher is very nice, and luckily the entire school faculty is probably the best EVER! I feel so glad and relieved that my kids are part of this particular school system. I think if we were anywhere else, I'd probably feel a lot of anxiety about who exactly was with my kids all day. Isn't it crazy that these people will now spend as much time with our kids as we do in a way. I felt today as if I was turning Abby in for someone to take over teaching her. I couldn't wait to get her back again!




It wasn't just Abby's first day. dum da dum dum ... True John officially started work last week but today...the kids arrived! John's been preparing a lot lately, but it didn't take long for us both to realize that no amount of prep is going to prevent him from being busy. I don't think he was really nervous so that was good. I did warn John that he'd better be one of the NICE teachers. I so do not want our house to be one that gets EGGED on Halloween!
John was asked today to take on the responsibility of coaching the JV boys volleyball team. This is a first for him, as he's never coached before. Can I just say, ......ARGHHHHH!!!! Do you know what this means? Let me tell you folks. It means that John will be gone Mon-Thurs until 7:30pm each night until mid November. Not to mention tournaments. That is going to make for some late nights for him and therefore lonely nights for me. That also means that his regular after school prep is now going to have to ALL be done on Saturdays. In all honestly though, I can't be too bothered by it. It just so happens that there is not a teacher in this town that doesn't dedicate just as much time to one cause or another. Still, send your favorite MOVIE suggestion this way. I plan on watching every single one of em!



I've enjoyed doing some preserving with jewel this week. ...again. Don't worry, the time is quickly approaching when I will no longer mention gardening, weeding, pickling etc, ....but that time is not yet!

The latest project. Apples.
Isn't this slick? It's a recipe I got last year from a sister in law. All you do is take one of these jars, dump the apples into a greased pan, top with your crumble mixture and oi la...Apple crisp! Heaven!!
Jewel also showed me how to prepare pies, by filling pie shells with apples, sugar and cinnamon and then freezing. At a future date, you just have to put a pie pastry on top and bake. Isn't that great. I made eight of those pies today with Luci's help. I plan to use those babies for evenings when John has had a late game or a long day coaching. Can you imagine coming home to a fresh baked pie?

Yup that's right...I'm pretty sure he'll love me for it!

YIKES!

       This was the most sobering press conference I've ever seen. Seriously, it is like out of a movie. John and I have just spent the last hour or so watching coverage of the south as they prepare for this upcoming storm.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/americas/7590336.stm

It is so sad to think of all of those people, entire CITIES having to leave their homes, knowing they may come back to nothing. We will be thinking of all those people in the next couple of days. I feel so grateful that I've never had to experience that type of weather!